[letters I never sent] I am not playing the tough guy, I just know you.
On sharing bits of my heart through letters unsent.
“letters I never sent” is a series for paid subscribers. These were letters written during a dark time in my life to people who will likely never read them. I never sent them. I have removed information I feel is too sacred or exposes too much, but they are on my heart to release. If any of the originally intended recipients come across these passages and feel a way, well, I welcome you to share your truth as well.
I am not playing the tough guy here.
That’s what you feel my quick support of your news means. I am not concealing my true feelings to play tough guy here. I am simply a heartbroken friend—sometimes lover—who doesn’t want to unnecessarily lose her shit over your sudden departure. With how I’ve been handling heartbreak so far in life, who knows how long it will take me to emotionally bounce back from this one?