Sitemap - 2024 - here comes the sun

Why I'm no longer a Christian.

He's elusive and I'm awake.

Is it a crime that I don’t desire new platonic friends?

I'm sorry for what I said as a purity culture pusher.

When depression joins your morning commute.

Thank you for the first 1,000.

I'm one catastrophic world event from believing we're living in a simulation. [Q&A]

The Ritz d*ck.

My worst episode of mania led to my diagnosis.

"By The Time You Read This," a sad review.

Stop ignoring the bipolar elephant in the room.

Some of the things I wish I didn't give a shit about #2.

This essay houses my gay agenda.

[letters I never sent] The cool points are out the window.

I didn't come out to the world, I came into myself.

[Video Reading] Sunday morning musings of a mentally ill Mama.

So much is happening and I can't share it with you.

2012: Paranoid thoughts, unbelief, and forbidden love.

Slow dancing to 'Snooze.' [a playlist]

What you should know about loving someone who is depressed.

What I want to be known for.

Hello 32; Birthday reflections.

Smiles, Knots, & Reconnections

It's okay to say "I'm a great person."

The beauty of antipsychotics, my happy pills.

How to love me properly.

What I see when I look at my naked body.

Eminent, Empowered, and Unencumbered

Friday night confessions.

[letters I never sent] I am not playing the tough guy, I just know you.

Dear Perpetually Sad Ash, joy is yours to have.

Wrestling with survivor's guilt.

The next time love visits me.

Claiming my birthright and revealing my shadow artist.

[letters I never sent] I used to write you letters at midnight.

[photo journal] And it was all yellow.

January was finally good to me.

Dear Black man, therapy is for you too.

Who is Ashleigh Vaughn? An introduction.

I was the crazy lady throwing a fit in 7-Eleven.

Dear Self, I invite you to have peace.

From the morning page: I'm not enjoying this season of motherhood.

A good run is better than a bad stand; painfully untethered.

Take me as I am, whoever I am.

That time I went to a meeting for food addicts.